Forgotten words

We wake up in the morning and feel like some things changed but we have no idea how little of yesterday remains. We walk out the door with a smile that the next day we forget, and sometimes, always rare, we find a note book, a piece of paper, something that we once wrote. 

"Did I write this?" we ask ourselves.

Something is moved inside us as though we found a lost piece of a puzzle and after a glimpse we want to see it all. We search and struggle and read much more. So close to our heart yet so strangely unfamiliar all those words sound to us. But we grow and mature, we are older and wiser and some words just make us laugh; other times we blush embarrassed from those naive innocent thoughts. Although, we know the past is in the past and it will remain so, some words still hurt when are brought back and we wander what made us be so twisted at that time and think back sad and disappointed of our past. But it will not change and will not be forgotten because that's just who we are. Sad. Happy. Twisted. Sincere. Ignorant. Curious. Childish. Mature. Naive. Innocent. Lazy. Determined. Cowardly. Brave. Embarrassing. Serious. Kind. Cruel. Pitiful. Wise. Hurt. Loved. 

It's all part of our memory as we grow up.