Die! (short story)

"Die!~"
"Ah!" a short scream disturbed the silence, the only sound still echoing was a fast heart beat. Breathing hard...sweating... he looked around to notice he was still in his room, in his messy bed.  "It was a nightmare..." *squeezes his left shoulder and takes a deep breath* "...only a nightmare.." The voice was still hunting him. He kept looking at the ceiling with empty gaze.  
"Die!~""No~!" *covers his ears and tears fill his eyes* His left arm was numb as all his senses. Waiting for the sun to embrace him with his light, to chase away the shadows.... he cried.
"Die!~"The whispers kept echoing... and echoing. Counting the seconds on the clock made every moment longer and more painful...
"Die!~"The images overwhelmed him... torturing as they kept appearing. *stands up* Body was heavy... vision was blurry... head was spinning...
"Die!~"He crawls to the bathroom and under the shower... "No!~" With his clothes on, all wet...tries to forget... under the cold water... tears... or pain... could not be noticed, even if there. It hunted him... EVEN AWAKE!  
"DIE!!"


Earlier, day time:
about him: a shy guy, mother died when he was younger, father also dead, leaving on his own....about her: a girl from his school he fell for... big mistake
him: *after gathering his courage goes at her and confesses* I like u a lot, will u go out with me? *shy and flushed*
her: *laughs in his face* Go die, loser. *turns her back at him and leaves*
him: *remains silent with a dead look in his eyes*
4 years ago incident:His mom died! His dad... he went crazy... took a knife... and stabbed his own kid in the shoulder... "It's your fault! DIE!""Die!"

*cries scared* "No!~" the kid grabbed the knife and became his father's killer... it was not his fault...he only tried to save himself and acted on instinct... but the trauma remains... the blood was on his hands...EVEN AFTER 4 YEARS... he could still see his father's blood on himself...
That day when the sun showed himself:
Morning news: "17 year old boy was found dead in the shower.  With his wrist cut drenched in a pool of blood. Police say he committed suicide."



Words...are deadly weapons...be careful or you might become a murderer with them..
True Hero - AMVMADE BY ME :p

I miss you

Looking at the sky I felt a sudden desire to touch you. "So far..!" I extended my hand then closed it. Staring at my fist I pulled it back. "Did I catch you?" I opened my hand, disappointed I only saw my empty palm. "You escaped..."  I got up from the grass and dusted myself calmly.  The long lissome grass was stroking my naked leg, tangling around my ankles then gently letting go. I throw my cloth behind me while walking  towards the forest. Shy under the suns gaze my face became red and warmed. "I'll catch you.." My body responded to my wish and I started running through the forest. The wind ruffled my hair with his cool hands, the trees made way for me  and bending down they pat my  head with their branches. The birds songs called me like a distant voice. I looked before me and saw it. In a heavy breath, with a big smile I stopped and yelled at the sky. "I found you!" I jumped in the water prepared to embrace you. Small but growing waves disturbing the sky reflection. "So far, even so close..." Standing still in the middle of the pond I kept staring at the sky. My hand was above my restless heart as I whispered... "I love you.." I think some drops from the pond had gotten in my eyes... because I could feel them flowing down...